Upkeep.

Added three more posts from 2007.  I have not been the best about keeping this project up-to-date, but I’m by no means giving up.

Truth is, I am not that happy with the design, so I am thinking of starting over.  In the meantime I will of course continue to post.

Penny

Made out with Penny.  Kissed her.  She didn’t want to anymore.

Gingerbread house.  Fog was everywhere.  Took some apart to ear.  Took some from the roof.

Rolling around in bed with new DJ girlfriend.  She says not to push it.  I want to have sex.

Scene from Sopranos.  Tony makes Arte give Benny money.

There is a man windsurfing.  It might be Arte.

Scene where it is being explained how someone changed a scene in a movie to suit their purposes.

Inside room trying to get windows open.

Werewolf.

Sent to prison before hand.

Werewolf chasing me in wooden maze in woods.

Playing a game.

This is a game.

I have to out-maneuver the wolf.  The guy I was walking with turned into a wolf.

The maze was in the woods.

There was somebody else with me.

Buying new cell-phone.  Looking at phone thru glass counter.

Walking thru Riverdale.

Introducing Bert.

Hanging out with Ryan R before I move away.  He is dating Cary.  Ryan starts to look like Bert.  We end up at this house.  Bert’s house.  Lindsey is there.  He is going to throw a party for me.  I don’t want to be at Bert’s house.  I am in a room in the house and Bert is asleep upstairs.  I want to leave without waking him so he doesn’t see me.

Ryan and I are hanging out and laughing.

Lindsey gives me a hug.  I’m worried about the people he might invite.

Questions about.

Parking garage in my rental car.  I was just at a wedding.  I notice the walls are curved.  This would be good for skating.

With Grahm and Bobbie in a home.  Bobbie and I take our clothes off.  We engage in sex with Grahm present.  Then I’m in a car with them.  They’re going to drop me off but I don’t know where my car is.

Now in Riverdale.  Erika.  She gets in someone else’s car.  I did not care for these other people we were with because they murdered someone.  When Erika got in the car and left I saw my parent’s house.

Confirming my beliefs.

Riverdale.  Trying to get out of my parent’s truck fast.  I set an alarm off.  I thought the truck was mine, but it wasn’t.  I realize I might be dreaming as I ran and attempt flying.  I left off the ground.  As I fly I pass people who are also flying.  Everyone is flying straight up.  Not horizontally.  I start asking people if they’re dead.  An adult pink bear with clothes talks to me.  He tells me he never went to earth when I asked why he was a bear.  I then get a human woman to talk to me.  She’s middle-aged.  She did do a stint on earth and died before coming here.  I’m excited to be having this conversation and keep asking questions.

Some of her answers are that people can choose to go to earth if the want to.  She says she won’t do it again.  I follow her into a building where we are now walking.  I want to know why we forget about our existence in this place.  I can’t get an answer.  Then she remembers I’m talking to her.  Oh yes, bear talk she says.  she used to be able to manipulate small objects and thought forms.  Not sure why she’s talking about this.  In the room we are now in.  I pick up cassette tapes and make them bend in my hand.  She’s impressed.  I wake up shortly thereafter.

Commitment.

I just posted two VERY short entries from 2007.  This is a good indication of the commitment it takes to keep a good dream journal.  Even though I’ve journaled for years, I haven’t always been enthusiastic about it.  I’ve often found myself so tired and uninspired when I awake from a dream, I jot the bare minimum in my notebook just to say I did.  But that’s what it takes if you expect keeping a dreaming journal to be worthwhile.

Waking up and immediately writing is about conditioning yourself to do so in a lot of respects.  So if all you can manage are a few words, and a small picture; then be proud that you at least had that much to say about yourself.

End of the World

The end of the world?  People had gathered at a shopping center parking lot.

Riding a train, still end of the world?

Skate Ramp

Skateboarding an inside ramp.  There are tools and crap all over it.  A hole in the ramp leads to where there is a person.

Hi Ho…

Calvin and Hobbes comic strip.  Observed.  Turns into pictures of Superman with three “S”.  Calvin is camping with fat people.

Walking around house.  There is someone in the house talking on the phone.  I know this person is a zombie from the grave.  But he doesn’t look like a zombie.

In submarine in water.

Sitting on couch watching a movie.  Adam wants to sit down so I move.  I try to put keys in clock and make a lot of noise.  It’s the same clock my G-Ma has.  One of the friends had a beard.  Observed this.  I was looking for something.  This was all part of a movie.  There were three friends.

The movie on TV is a cartoon with dwarves hurting each other.  One of the dwarves used pliers to hurt a dwarf by applying press to his sore tooth.